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Saturday, December 26, 2009

IHOP onething



Heading to Kansas City tomorrow for the IHOP onething conference. But I am not really looking forward to the conference strangely enough. I am just thirsty for undivided attention and time with Jesus, so I am aiming to abide in the prayer room through most of the sessions. I may visit a teaching or two, but I do not see the use.

I realized that I am very good at gathering knowledge and redistributing teachings, but not too diligent with eating the Word and applying TRUTH.

It saddens me to even say it, but it is the hard truth, and my most recent 'epiphany'. So I am hoping to discipline myself in sitting at His feet, diving into the Word myself, and allowing God to prune me and provide revelation. I looong for consistency. I am a rushing wind being blown about by every doctrine and spiritual musing.. a young Peter, that has not yet learnt the importance of LIVING FILLED with the Holy Spirit.

I am a young disciple that KNOWS NOTHING, and am now happy to say that. For only in acknowledging my lack will I return to THE SOURCE and abide there until I have drank my fill.

Pray for me as I go.
MARANATHA.


Revelation 21:6
And he said to me, "It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end. To the thirsty I will give from the spring of the water of life without payment.

2 comments:

chrystal said...

i was there and the Lord encountered me powerfully in the prayer room, in the teachings, and in the worship. did you come back having found what you hoped to find?

CrossEyed Robyn said...

Hey Chrystal,

I am not sure I went hoping to find anything... but I definitely returned with more than I had before going.

Like your most recent blog detailed, Allen Hood's exhortation really catapulted me into a greater thirst and love of God and His words and plans for us.

I was defintely humbled.